i am all alone

只想，大声呐喊..!!!

我是不会轻易背弃自己的原则的

哪怕只剩下我孤身一人我也不会低头

只想证明自己并不懦弱

也不一味当别人的影子

我有我要走的道路

在批评别人前

请先反省下自己是否有那个资格如此

做人

有时候，做人要识趣些

别老只顾着自己的利益

工作做一半拍拍屁股说回家了

留下艰难那部分令让组员头疼整夜

家务事不帮忙就算了

有时拿了东西就顺手丢下没手尾

就连煮个面也不抹桌子留下面条与调味剂日积月累

自己不睡觉

别人关门了还要跑去敲门干扰

世界上不甘寂寞的人多的是

只希望你尊重他人不想被打扰的意愿

我就是这样

有话就要说

也偏爱打抱不平

但却不会在你面前说

为的是留给你一丝尊严

一个成年人

背负着重大的责任

对自己，也对他人

别推卸说你不会..不知道
有谁天生什么都懂

只在于你肯不肯去做

我不是你佣人

所以，请自重

我的脾气也是有限的

别让我走到对着你发飙那地步

才学会看清楚自己的短处

a campaign title

http://says.my/michelle017/bday

一个人的寂寞

那天的事...冷静下来后想了很多

对不起...我也是一时的失控才会如此

那一刹那间..有股感觉

我，不属于你们

你，有任何事可以对男友说

你，有任何事可以向最亲的阿姨姐妹说

你，有太多的ABC男等着献勤听你述说

可我呢？

我只有你们

从小，我就是家里唯一的独生女

我不擅交际不擅表达

直到遇上了你们

我的生命才慢慢开始精彩

所以我才在乎

也就失控...

一个人在被遗弃的路上想了很多

那些我曾默默付出的画面统统涌上心头

为什么我总是成为付出的那一位?

甚至，我检讨...

我的付出是否值得？

我的天啊...

我真的好累!!!

对不起，请原谅我的冲动与失控

thanks

had an enjoyable Friday with my friends:-

YIP SZE MUN

LAI HUI LING

KONG CHIU HSIEN

morning i sent another friend to ktm station...

after that we head to pasar pagi for breakfast..

somehow i suggested to went Ipoh

somehow someone suggested to have a movie..

yeah...

once suggestion...as we are efficient people

decision was made and our plan ON!!!

although i am driving..but is impossible for me to drive up Ipoh..

since i am driving a car with its age exceeding 15 years

and...since i am not familiar with those road to Ipoh..

we went by bus...

along the way the bus leaving Kampar..

our heart beat damn so fast...

cause of the bus driver....

i think he is lack of patient and his driving attitude is sucks..

not only act fierce to passenger..

and from my observation since i enter the bus..

he keep on talking on phone...

and having a cigarette while driving...

the most important one is:

he OVERTOOK passengers...

the bus tend to lean to left side as there were too much people on it...

until many people had to stand all the way..

keep on praying in my heart...

PLS...dont happen any unwanted accident please..

(think so much as morning drive out met with a funeral ceremony..consider bad luck)

reach Ipoh safely and we head to JJ to have a lunch..it was almost 230pm..

thought want to have movie after that but the time left for is 5 pm..

plan cancelled cause one of us need go home early..

we changed to have a sing K session...

RM15/person as we dint manage to show our student ID(can get RM5 discount..T_T)

first time go for a sing K session with YSM follow along...

such a precious moment for us...hahaha..XD

after end its already reaching 7pm and we had a walk first before heading back Kampar..

choose McD as ikat perut while waiting bus to the Kinta station..

however we made a mistake cause the bus service in Ipoh was just until 630pm

ask a quite pretty girl and when she told us this i was shocked!!

LOL....such a weird situation....

in KL we can get a bus anytime...

double confirm with the guard and its true..

took a taxi and went to bus station...reaching around 840pm and it cost us RM13..

now another problem came...

when was the last bus back to Kampar??

in my memory the bus service to Kampar is until 10pm..

luckily there still have bus on 930pm and it was the same bus we took on the way come Ipoh..

same driver also...zZz...the unpatient bus driver...driving in the night..

have to pray hard again.....have a safety journey please lar@@

FINALLY we reach Kampar around 1015pm and we head to mamak for dinner..

satisfy with my meal....

full~~

guys...thanks for having a great moment together today for our outing...

its really a great experience to have a bus seated in night..

although spent alot...hehehhe...paiseh lar..

appreciate these moments spend together as we only have 2more years to go...

after this i think we will lost contact with each other as we are leaving to own hometown...

gambateh in our final examination.....

all the best lar♥

cause AND effect cycle

time pass quite fast...now is the end of 2010 already..

one year i spend in Kampar and learnt alot...

have a grown in many aspects..

knowledge..

living habit..

relation management..

found that i am hard to maintain a long term positive relationship with others..

seems like everyone is offending me...

for those who i really treat as friend

i try hard to tolerate..

it's okay for me as that is not a huge problem..

friends wat~~i can compromise

but for that SOMEONE that offending me

as always do so..

i sure wont let go that easy..

compromise once...twice...

no use...

okay..

time for me to offend her back lor...

everything got its loop and the cause following by the effect

i understand this principle and i wont blame for the effect i get back

but once U did something out of the loop i will pay back

i will make sure u deserve for what u did previously..

so just wait for it..

hurt

no matter how hard i tried..

ur heart still not belongs to me..

and my heart is bleeding..

it's hurt..

it's crushed into pieces..

how to get rid off your face in my memory..

can anyone tell me how?

你的幸福路人皆知 我的狼狈无处遁形

~ ~

慌

心 有些慌

没有理由的慌

一个人 慌着

忽然发觉自己跟一盆

被遗弃在角落的花儿有些相似

心情很灰 很灰

开始爱上了黑白灰的世界

简单得来 还可以有些忧郁

沉稳得来 有那股不可缺的安全感

@@

寂寞万岁

乱

在家闲了整个星期，发现日子竟是如此难过..

大学嘛，等着上诉结果..
工作嘛，之前以为能顺利进入大学而辞掉了..

一切一切，真的很不顺利..

人生好像停顿了下来..

工作时，却嫌闷..

不上班嘛，日子却更加得闷..

呆在家里，郁闷得脑袋快爆炸了..

上网，腻了..

游戏，腻了..

戏剧，也腻了..

我到底想怎样？

真的快疯了~

第一篇

忽然 有那个兴致开了个新的部落格
不过 应该不会常上来吧

闷热的天气 郁闷的心情

开张咯~