lonely

i just hate the feeling to be left alone in the house..

i just hate the feeling when i am just like vanish in yours life and no one care

i just hate to stay alone like an idiot hanging out alone like idiot without people to be with

i hate

i just hate

but what else i can do

i am just out of your life

i am just leave behind

the wise one

i am mad

i am sad

the moment you out without asking or telling me

and i was like an idiot being left behind

looking at the window seeing you leave and waiting you back

no one will know how lonely the feeling was like

i am just alone!!!!!

you speak and laugh loud outside my room

and i just can listen to your joy but who cares me

i tried to join and every time i join i felt that i am the wise one

no one will truly listen and care whether i am there or not

scene without me there you are having much fun

i just dont want to stay alone in the house

i just dont want to be the neglected one

i dont!!!!

i am hurt

and who can i talk to

i keep on yelling and cried loud the moment i was left alone

i am gonna crazy and who cares

i was left with no one

facing the computer

and nothing can entertain me

ghost are chatting with me

i just need a listening ear

i just need bunch of love and care

every time i walk or cycle i am always the one being left behind

but when you all cycle or walk there are always partner side by side and having fun

and i have noticed for many times ,who cares the wise me

my parents wont listen to me

whenever i wanna share my happiness or daily happening

they just dont listen

and my dad will always scold me half way i told the story

i never finish the haapening he just blame that i was wrong

hey,i am telling the thing i met on the way i drive back home

and he just scold me why you drive out and always make trouble

i dint involve in accident

i dint broke the car

and he just blame

keep on blaming

i wanted so much to share

but no one will do

i just can keep all that in my heart

no one will care

every time i tell myself all will be fine

but it was not

and will not

i hide in the cyber cafe since no one cares

i hang out alone since no one care

no one will know how lonely am i

i tried not to mention in front of u all

i know u all hated me

saying that i am childish and always making trouble

you are not me

and wont understand what was playing in my mind

i totally have nobody to talk to

every time i listen to the joy of you all

i just cant control myself from thinking these

even my parents also dont care

will you

the answer is totally a not

what i have was only you

and now i am not in it

every time same

i also hope there are friendship forever

but that is not suitable to apply on me

when time comes all gone

and i am just left alone

again