exam

exam marks released recent days..
and my hard work pays in the end
quite satisfied with my marks especially the BOTM paper
counted as second high coursework mark I ever get in my past studies

and today the result for Econometric midterm came out..
I am glad that sir pay high expectation on me and he remembered me as well
get an extra 5 marks from mistakes he overseen..
average marks I got finally achieved
although not so high ,but at least I knew where's the problem after discussion

now only realized that I've wasted all my past time in doing nonsense things..
what for I cared so much for others and follow what others do just to please them?
I have my own life and every single thing I did today I bear my own responsibility
lived my very own life and don't have to regret when things gone wrong
its just all about my path and my choices
no one to blame and no excuses

I am glad that I'm outta the nonsense life
times wasted but as he told me: I am still young
there's still time and it just depends on how I get used of it start from this moment


''At least you try,and you sure will get the payoff ''
I tried to live my best
things and people are against me
but so what?

time will prove everything
cynically ,to those that leave me behind and who disappoint me
I am strong and tough enough to live my very own life

learnt a life's lesson
never counted and cares so much on others
especially those that doesn't deserved for your thoughtful caring
the one that you should trust most in your life is you yourself but no others

keep all your sympathy and kind hearted in order to survive
be the mentally strongest and toughest even when you feel like wanted to give up
cause after the great great despaired once in your life,you grow!!
2 more weeks to the final exam,wish me luck
study harder please!!
good luck