just one more try

I just knew that it was impossible

but yet I still want to have a try..

just a try and i was hoping for a reply

although I knew it was impossible

my heart beat fast the moment I press the send button

take a deep breathe and telling myself to be brave for the last one time

I will regret if never put some effort for trying

I will regret too after i tried as things may not go as i expected

the whole night i cant get into sleeping well

turning around on my bed and wishing for miracle

I believed in miracle

although it never happened on me

early in the morning i woke up and the crystal necklace i wore has broken

it's a sign indicating that things wont go smooth..

and I believed it too

half day passed and there's nothing

I am still finding excuse for that

that he haven't seen the message i sent

that he's too busy to on FB

I am the expert of finding excuses

for others

and for myself

this made me feels better

just a try once again

although I have already know the result

just a try

and nothing much