Waiting For the One Last Miracle

keep looking at the time..

its half day passed..

one day...

28hours..

two days until now..

I am still hoping for miracle..

people says love is blind...

and i admit it..

from the day I know you till now

how many stupid things I have done

how many times I acted like an idiot

and every time I put aside my pride just to please you

I am nothing at all in your eye

there are signs

and every time from your responses I knew

but I am willing to keep trying and trying

and I deserved for the disspointment after it

there's a wall in between us and it was just like an iron wall

but I keep on trying to break the wall and end up the one who get hurt is me

after the pain and time passes for a while

I will keep trying again without taking the last time as lessons

just don't know why I was so determined in this

and I just cant stop

you know what?

I am falling a sick where I see people around as you

a shadow of yours

a reflection of yours

in the year of 2002

I was 12 years old

and it was the first year I met you

there has been 10 years passed and now I am 22

things changes a lot and so do you

but I am still remaining the same..

should I say that this will be the last year I fall for you?

should I say that it is enough for me to keep becoming an idiot and trying to get your

attention?

should I? should I?

I don't have too many 10 years to go..

and I've wasted my first 10

this will be the last year..

the last limit I give to myself..

and I will keep waiting

just like the last time in F6

where the long go you contact me after dissapearing for 2 years

as I thought we will not have any connection again

it's a miracle for me

and I hope the God will bless me for one last time

so that it worth for what I did these ten years.