awake

today was a tiring day,or maybe should say yesterday?

keep on yawning in the class and almost get my eye closed while waiting for the lecturer.

and he dare to tell me want to cancel the class...wth..I've wasted time waiting in school..

as usual, it a raining day..

I just like this weather but please rain only when I reached home ya..

can't control myself from finding things to eat...

just felt empty and eating can help to reduce my emptiness.

my dieting plan spoiled..!!

just don't know why,I still can sit infront computer and keep on scrolling

time passes so fast..and I've been countdowning the AM from 2 to 6.

recently just like to sing in the midnight..addicted..but have to control the volume..

I don't wanna be complained by neighbours.:p

those songs are my favorites..

I like the music

I miss the tempo

the rythem

the lyrics

I missed the time having long hairs..

I missed the time i behave like a girl..

I missed the me that never speak Fxxx rude words..

I've becoming worse and worsen.

everything is terrible..!!

where is the intelligent and hardworking me?

where is the girly behave me?

I used to have fun and smile but the time has gone..

things changes..

will everything be better?

the miracle that I hoped for never happened..

God never give things easily to people..

you've to pay your hard work

you've to contribute

only then things will come to you..

Never mind...

time that flew away can't be chased back..

look forward and work harder..

it's the right thing to do now..

and i hope i can keep my word..

Wednesday 14/03/2012

0630am