Me

cried for the last whole night
and today is the latest hour I ever woke up in this semester——1015am
I am not that kind of person that woke up late and mostly will automatically wake up before 8am no matter how late I slept

brushing my teeth and looking into the mirror
I saw a pair of red swelling eyes
prepare myself and go for an extra class although I'm free day on Monday

it has became a habit for me to sit infront the computer
listening to music
reading the words from others
and even doing nothing but keep staring on the screen
I love and enjoy the feeling of sitting infront the screen and let go everything

just leave blank my mind and keep staring
its comfortable..
certain songs and certain words will cause my tears to drop
its just me

trying to live a better life
but yet still not determined enough for a greater improvement

I'm really tired
and I've done whatever I am able to
hoping to see a difference on me in this  coming future
cause I don't wanna to be labelled as a loser
ever...

Monday 19/03/2012
0357pm