Regret?

I'm the one that always regret with whatsoever I've decided previously
its a bad habit of mine although I knew that regret doesn't help and change anything..

met with an old friend and he taught me alot
nice talk with him and I've gain something in return
found that he is quite matured in thinking things and facing things around
applause to his positively living style and I really  should learn from him

I need to grow up more..
the recent me is not matured enough to handle things
the thoughts and the acts of mine indicate that I still have space for improvement
and people really should learnt from mistake but not keep thinking of the past mistake did..

it is suffering to keep living in the past and
the time you think back you wouldn't have afford to handle the pain and the sad
the regretness of your pass will screw your recent life and ruin it..


I regret cause I did so many stupid things
I regret cause I waited someone that is impossible
I regret cause I let my parents down and I failed them
I regret cause I've wasted my time again and again in doing unworthy things
I regret cause I let people taking advantages on me and I still treat them with all my heart
I regret cause I am not perfect and I always have to learnt from pain and mistake only I take it serious..


yeah, I regret and feel sorry on so many happenings
but there are nothing else I can do now to cover back my regretness
and it kills me for everytime I recall back of what I've done and why I did these

I've been living in the past for so long
and its time to leave it behind and go ahead
I know its hard but I have to try
at least give it a try and look for the difference

I  wanted so much to get rid off the old me
but everytime there are things and I never succeed
I block myself with the past and there lost my motivation to go on..

I really know that and I have to practice more
reality is cruel and it eliminates those that couldn't adapt to it
be a tough person and face the daily challenges as a practice to perfection

I might not be perfect
but at least I get my own conscience
and I've tried my best and there's no any regret anymore start from now!!!

gambateh to my assignment and the coming final exam..
take out some courage and face it!!!=)


Wednesday 28/03/2012
1218am