2010/11/27

cause AND effect cycle

time pass quite fast...now is the end of 2010 already..
one year i spend in Kampar and learnt alot...
have a grown in many aspects..
knowledge..
living habit..
relation management..

found that i am hard to maintain a long term positive relationship with others..
seems like everyone is offending me...
for those who i really treat as friend
i try hard to tolerate..
it's okay for me as that is not a huge problem..
friends wat~~i can compromise

but for that SOMEONE that offending me
as always do so..
i sure wont let go that easy..
compromise once...twice...
no use...
okay..
time for me to offend her back lor...
everything got its loop and the cause following by the effect
i understand this principle and i wont blame for the effect i get back
but once U did something out of the loop i will pay back
i will make sure u deserve for what u did previously..

so just wait for it..



2010/01/21

hurt




no matter how hard i tried..

ur heart still not belongs to me..

and my heart is bleeding..

it's hurt..

it's crushed into pieces..

how to get rid off your face in my memory..

can anyone tell me how?

2009/10/31



你的幸福路人皆知 我的狼狈无处遁形
~ ~

2009/07/03



心 有些慌
没有理由的慌

一个人 慌着

忽然发觉自己跟一盆
被遗弃在角落的花儿有些相似


心情很灰 很灰
开始爱上了黑白灰的世界


简单得来 还可以有些忧郁
沉稳得来 有那股不可缺的安全感

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寂寞万岁




2009/06/27





在家闲了整个星期,发现日子竟是如此难过..

大学嘛,等着上诉结果..
工作嘛,之前以为能顺利进入大学而辞掉了..

一切一切,真的很不顺利..
人生好像停顿了下来..

工作时,却嫌闷..
不上班嘛,日子却更加得闷..

呆在家里,郁闷得脑袋快爆炸了..

上网,腻了..
游戏,腻了..
戏剧,也腻了..

我到底想怎样?
真的快疯了~




2009/06/13

第一篇

忽然 有那个兴致开了个新的部落格
不过 应该不会常上来吧

闷热的天气 郁闷的心情

开张咯~